Forgiveness is troubling… because I know that I’m always a bit too slow in giving it to others, and many times I don’t feel like I have either the strength or courage to mention it. I guess it really is something like “swallowing your pride” because there’s just a hindrance that I have to put out of my mind in order to follow through. That and I believe I hold onto grudges a bit too long as well… Perhaps even more frustrating is the fact that I have a difficult time forgiving myself. In some situations, it’s easy, but usually, it’s the little things that get to me. Simple mistakes, mind blank, or confusion that make me wonder why I can’t just get it right. But, instead of focusing on this, I shall start forgiving.

Forgiveness is troubling… because I know that I’m always a bit too slow in giving it to others, and many times I don’t feel like I have either the strength or courage to mention it. I guess it really is something like “swallowing your pride” because there’s just a hindrance that I have to put out of my mind in order to follow through. That and I believe I hold onto grudges a bit too long as well… Perhaps even more frustrating is the fact that I have a difficult time forgiving myself. In some situations, it’s easy, but usually, it’s the little things that get to me. Simple mistakes, mind blank, or confusion that make me wonder why I can’t just get it right. But, instead of focusing on this, I shall start forgiving.

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