fun day. i had my first insanity workout. i think im gonna like this. i just gotta make sure not to get too tired and pass out.
dinner with saeyoung was great. i like sharing dinner with him. i feel… at home. weird. im not sure if that’s the right word. but i guess it’s this sense where i dont have to feel like im wearing a mask. but im not pretending either when im talking to others. its more that im able to be more honest…
suffering is the art of solidarity… rob bell’s drops like stars is just overwhelming. suffering is so poignant. it can eliminate the trivial and uncover the necessary. comfort is so deceiving. i’m not sure if i suffer…if anything, i try to make myself suffer with the stress of school, responsibilities, and expectations. but, i feel like nothing is really out of my control. i may possibly be too safe. too safe to be alive.